A note about this book
A good book probably does not need a note to explain it – it should explain
itself. I am not sure whether this is a
good book, so the note is here. This
novel is written as a series of short stories about a fictional world. Some
make up longer storylines that resurface throughout the book. Others are isolated tales meant to provide
necessary historical details or flesh out the themes of the main plot. Consequently, there are many characters who
appear once and then never again. To
clear up any confusion as to which characters’ names are important to remember
and which are not, I simply have not given names to those that are not worth
remembering. As far as the chronology of
the short stories goes, they are not told strictly in order. So early on I give a very broad-brush history
of this world. In each subsequent story,
I try to make it clear when in this rough history it takes place. With these notes in mind, I hope that my
writing is clear enough for you to enjoy the following story.
Book I
They had already dug deep, but the
ground’s determination to hold on to what was hers did not waver. Each new block of stone was relinquished only
after the full payment of sweat and burning muscle had been made. Over many decades the ground had been worn
down hundreds of feet, but so too had hundreds of pick-axes been worn down to
useless blocks of dulled metal attached to splintered shafts.
Another blow, maybe two. His shoulders were on fire and his hands
raw. He promised his body a few minutes
rest if it would hold on long enough to finish this one. Finally.
What happened to it now that it had been torn from the ground was not
his concern. Likewise, those who hefted
it onto the cart did not care where it would be taken. All they knew was that it must go up the
ramp, just like all the massive rocks that had preceded it since the rising of
the sun and all those that would follow until the stars could be seen
overhead. Their only opportunity to rest
was as they walked back down to the quarry bottom to retrieve another load.
A month’s worth of stone stood in a
heap by the rim of the pit waiting for the horse-drawn carts to carry it
away--a month’s worth of labor and potential waiting for some craftsman to
bring its true value to realization.
This misshapen heap and the growing hole below it would be the only
tangible results that the men who toiled there would ever see of their
work. Once the carts had come and
carried the rocks away, the laborers would know nothing more than that another
such pile would be required in four weeks.
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He did not mind the rain. This was a spring rain, which had an
altogether different character from the rains of any other season. It came not to chill, but to cool. It came not to depress, but to bring life to
that which had long been dead. As he
walked along he thought back to the biting snow that had fallen just a few
weeks earlier. He wondered whether the
rain was really as sweet as he thought it was, or only sweeter than that bitter
cold.
His eyes followed the path as it
rose up the gentle slope to his destination at the top of the hill. The sharp angles of the church stood out
starkly against the hazy sky, but the matching grays of cloud and stone kept it
from having any quality of gaudiness. The stoutness of the structure, along with the
labor and ingenuity that had shaped it, gave the building a strength that felt
no need to draw attention to itself.
He kept his gaze fixed on the top of
the bell tower, inclining his head ever further as he drew nearer. The solid weight of its presence continued to
grow until he stood at the threshold, staring straight up, overwhelmed by its
immensity. For a moment he lingered, trying
to comprehend the greatness pressing down on him until he was released from its
hold by the jolt of some passerby brushing against him. Remembering his purpose, he wiped his feet as
best he could and entered the church. He
looked down in disappointment noticing that, despite his efforts, each step he
took darkened the clean stone with the soft mud of the world outside. Turning his gaze back upward he was again
disappointed to see that he had not arrived early enough to obtain a seat, so
he found a vacant patch amongst the other late comers leaning against the rear
wall.
The crowd had already become
silent. He strained to see the choir at
the front of the church, vainly attempting to make out the individual faces of
its members for several minutes before realizing that the silence had been
broken. It was so faint that he was
uncertain of the exact moment when it had begun, but the vast space surrounding
him had been filled with a single tenor voice--filled but not dominated. The solitary voice carried with it a tone of
such loneliness that the emptiness extending to the highly vaulted ceiling
above did not lose its sense of being empty.
Rather, the depth of that emptiness had now been defined with a clarity
that would not have been possible had no attempt been made to fill it.
The lonely notes echoed helplessly
until, as imperceptibly as they themselves had begun, they were joined by notes
issuing forth from the rest of the choir.
Together they gained confidence, rising in volume and blending to
produce a gorgeous progression of harmonies.
It was a song of intense sorrow, but also of such strength and beauty
that it left one with a sense of optimism.
Although the words were in a dead language that few there understood,
still they communicated the hope that even out of intense sorrow, something
wonderful could be created.
The song continued to swell and
fade, first demanding the audience’s attention and then withdrawing and forcing
them to strain in order to follow the tones with which they had become
enthralled. Throughout, it carried a
vitality that never lost its intensity.
For a moment it dropped to a level that was scarcely audible, and then
gradually began building in volume until it filled the church so forcefully
that even that great space seemed insufficient to contain it. Then it stopped.
After the last echoes had died away,
the audience was left in silence. For
several minutes they sat contemplating the sensation with which they had been
left, afraid to drive it away with some careless noise. Then a man walked to the front of the room
and stood behind the pulpit. He began to
speak, and the silence that had been left for him allowed his voice easy
passage to even those standing against the farthest wall. First he spoke of thanksgiving and
prosperity. For fifty years now, to the
day, the land had been free from the violence of war. Want had not been eliminated, but a spirit of
kinship ruled, calling each person to work to supply where able and to humbly
receive where it was not in his power to avoid need.
Then he spoke of indebtedness. Like several others of those present, the
speaker had witnessed the horror that had preceded this time of peace. Many had lost their lives during the awful
and mysterious invasion from the south, and those now alive owed them much. It was a debt that could only be repaid by
accepting the gift that they had been given and never forgetting its value or
price.
When the service had been concluded,
the man left his position against the back wall and walked out of the
church. The rain had ceased, but the
fresh scent of cleansed air still lingered.
As he started back along the path, he thought of the ease with which he
would be able to sow seed in the newly softened ground. His mind proceeded to think of how the early
rains were an indication of more rain to come, which meant there would be an
abundant harvest that year.
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“I’ve put together a board and a set of
pieces. Are you ready to learn how to
play?”
Jacob
rolled out the stiff parchment onto a broad stone and began laying out the
various trinkets he had collected to play the roles of the different
pieces. As he was doing this, Nobi
seated himself in the grass across from him.
“So what
are the rules?”
“Well,
each of these pieces represents a different type of soldier. These pebbles in the front row are the foot
soldiers. The buttons are the cavalry,
and so on.”
Nobi
pointed at the two gold rings and asked, “Where’d you find those?”
“Ah...those
are borrowed, so be careful with them.
They represent the kings. The one
with the red stone is mine and the blue is yours.”
“Very
nice. They must be very powerful
warriors in the game.”
“Actually,
they’re the most fragile pieces. They
can’t move very far and if they get captured, you lose the game.”
“What do
you mean? What about all the other
pieces--can’t they keep on fighting?”
“Nope. Once one of the kings is lost, the game is
over.”
“Why are
they so much more valuable than the others?”
“Because
they’re made of gold and the others are just random junk I collected.” Jacob paused and then continued, “Those are
just the rules. You can’t really ask
why.”
“Well who
came up with them?”
“I have
no idea. Someone long ago who is no
doubt dead by now, so there’s no point in complaining.”
#
If anyone
ever ventured to this northernmost shore to hear it, the continuous crashing of
the waves would have been deafening.
Tall, sharp rocks kept the sea from spilling over onto the land, but
they could not keep out the wind, which was bitterly cold regardless of the
time of year. The expansive plains to
the south offered little resistance to any gale that made it past these
sentinels, and once they had come that far, the invading winds could sweep
southward unchecked until they reached the mountains.
It was a geographic curiosity that
the inhabited world was split almost exactly in half by the thin range of
mountains running across the continent from east to west. The peaks were high and forbidding, covered
in snow year round. Indeed, half of the
world might never have known that the other half existed had it not been for an
even more curious trick of geography--a narrow pass at almost the exact center
of the range.
To the earliest inhabitants of that
land, the significance of the pass was never realized. They were isolated tribes tied to
well-confined parcels of territory. The
pass was the solution to a problem that was never considered by a person who
would not journey more than ten miles from his birthplace during the course of
his life. It was only by chance that the
house of Yedinay established itself there, seeing that piece of land as no
different from any other.
That arbitrary choice had determined
the destiny of their family line. Only
with control of that gap could they have risen in power and united the
continent into a single empire under their name. Only by an uninformed decision by some
long-forgotten patriarch was the house of Yedinay given an advantage that no
amount of skill or wisdom could match--an advantage that allowed them to rule
for four and a half centuries.
Those who overthrew the Empire and
established the Republic knew of this advantage, and that eliminated any
discussion of relocating the capital.
They could only rebuild on what had been given them. When the invasion came from the south a
hundred years later, the leaders of the Republic did not understand the purpose
of their enemy, but they knew what needed to be protected. It was to that gap that they had sent their
soldiers, neglecting an entire continent, and it was to that gap that the
invaders had been drawn.
Over the gently rolling hills to the
south they had come. If one traced the
path of their invasion in reverse, they would find the heights of the hills
diminishing and the intensity of the sun increasing as they went. By the time they reached the worn remains of
the wall, they would be in a land that never saw winter. Here was where any civilized person would
have ended his travels. Beyond the wall
began the jungle. What lay beyond that
was unknown, except perhaps to the savages who had poured forth out of its
darkness.
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As he took a break from his plowing
he peered into the jungle. The
vegetation was so dense that his gaze did not penetrate far, but he could
imagine the delicious fruits of all manner of shapes, colors, and tastes that
must be growing there. There was no
physical barrier preventing him from entering that darkness and scavenging for
that food that was just waiting to be eaten, but still he gave up this dreaming
and returned once again to pulling his plow.
The ground there was fertile, which
was why his tribe had remained in the shadow of the jungle for as long as their
history remembered. The shadow was dark,
but it had not scared them away. Why
risk leaving when the raids occurred so infrequently and they were unlikely to
find such remarkable land elsewhere? His
parents had lived their entire lives without ever experiencing an attack, and
he had yet to witness one himself. He
wondered whether the stories his grandmother had told him as a child where not
just fables meant to scare those who were too young or too naive to know
better.
He dared not disobey the wisdom that
had been passed down through their village, though. It was all that he had, for the nascent
Empire had yet to reach that land, and the Republic that would encourage minds
to challenge tradition was still several centuries away. He had never met anyone from another village,
nor would he have even known in what direction to travel had he wished to visit
one. There was no one with whom he could
discuss what had been taught him who had not been taught the exact same
things. The only validation these
lessons had was that his people had survived to pass them on.
By the time he had finished his
plowing the sun was within a half hour of setting, so he decided to return to
his house rather than take up another task.
When his children saw him approaching, they immediately ended their play
and ran into the house to tell their mother to bring out dinner. The table had already been set by the time he
entered and his children began eating enthusiastically as soon as he had sat
down. They finished their meals quickly
despite their frequent breaks to explain to their father their imagined
adventures of the day. He smiled at how their
abundant energy seemed to vanish at almost the exact same time that their food
did. Soon they were laid in their bed
and he was left alone with his wife.
“It should be nice and cool outside
by now,” he said to her.
Silently she took his hand and they
walked through the doorway. They
remained silent as they looked up into sky.
There were no clouds, which along with the new moon, allowed the stars
to shine forth with their full brilliance.
“What more could we ever want from
life than nights like these?”
“Nothing that I know of,” he
answered.
Neither one of them was sure how
long they stood there, enjoying the warmth of each other’s presence, the
coolness of the evening breeze, and the splendor of the night sky. The questions from earlier in the day were
gone, leaving his mind at peace. Here
the practices of generations could remain unchallenged because there was no
need to change anything--only to hold on to what they already had.
Their only warning was a faint
rustling before the darkness exploded from the jungle. More than a dozen dark shapes plunged into
the village, each toward a different house.
He spun quickly back through the door as he heard one of them breaking
through the side wall. In the corner of
the single room he saw a human shape that had already grabbed two of his
children. The third had also been awoken,
and although it was too dark to make out any of their faces, their cries left
no doubt as to their utter terror.
Without considering the size of the
man in front of him, or the strength he must have possessed to have torn
straight through the wall, he lunged toward him. The shape darted out the way it had come in,
taking the two children with it. He
followed after it, but by the time he was through the hole he could see nothing
but the silhouettes of the village and the immovable darkness of the jungle. The stillness that struck his eyes was eerily
incongruous with the onslaught of despairing screams.
He wanted to gather the other men of
the village and charge into the jungle to reclaim their loved ones, but he knew
it would be a vain effort. They were
creatures of darkness who knew the jungle well.
Surely they could avoid being caught if they so desired, and if that was
not their desire, it would mean death for those foolish enough to pursue them. As sick as it made him feel, he knew there
was no choice but to follow the advice of his grandparents: to embrace what had been left to him and pray
that they would not return in his lifetime.
#
He disliked abandoning his cattle to
the bandits, but he needed to warn the rest of the town of their approach. There was something else as well. He had a vague premonition that the men he
had seen were not actually bandits.
Although he had not waited for them to draw close enough to be seen
clearly, there were definitely too many of them--perhaps as many as a hundred,
which was larger than any band he had ever seen.
He urged his horse to a faster gallop as he looked over
his shoulder. Fortunately they were on
foot, so there was no fear of being overtaken.
But who had ever seen bandits that did not have horses? This region was too sparsely populated to
make thieving by foot at all practical.
The Republic had recently increased the number of patrols in its
southern states, which might explain why they had begun traveling in larger
numbers, but not why they had abandoned their steeds.
He rode straight to the bell tower
that stood in the center of the town and began pulling the rope to send out the
alarm. Soon the seventy or so
inhabitants of the town were gathered in front of him, listening expectantly.
“I just saw some bandits, and they
look like they’re headed here.”
“How many?” asked a voice.
“More than we can scare off with our
rifles. There’s not time to evacuate
either. I think our only option is to
lock ourselves in our homes and hope that they’re content with taking
whatever’s left outside to take.”
An incoherent cloud of voices rose
from the crowd as each person began discussing this plan with his immediate
neighbors. They independently and
unanimously came to the conclusion that there was no alternative and began
scurrying about to collect family members.
Within the span of a few minutes they had disappeared into their homes.
He had no family of his own to
protect and, consequently, felt no need to follow his own advice. If he wanted to accept the risk involved with
having a better look at the invaders, it was no one’s decision but his
own. But from where could he watch and
still afford himself some protection? He
let his eyes wander over the town for a few seconds, and then an answer came to
him. As swiftly as he could, he tied up
his horse in the stable connected to his house and then proceeded to climb the
wall up to the roof. The stones from
which his house was built were large and roughly cut, providing easy hand and
foot holds. When he had reached the
thatched roof, he positioned himself on the northern face so that he could peer
southward over the roof’s peak while keeping his body hidden from their
direction of approach.
They were already much closer than
what he had expected. If he had been but
a few seconds slower, they might have seen him scrambling into his hiding
place. Cautiously he watched as they
reached the outermost houses. It was
like a sea of black tar oozing between stone islands. They moved swiftly, but steadily, not
disturbing anything as they passed.
A simple cloth around the waste was
the extent of their clothing. The rest
of their bodies were covered with intricate patterns of black paint, so tightly
interwoven that from a distance they appeared to be a solid, uniform
covering. Rough wooden staves, which
were all they carried with them, added to his impression that they were from an
unrefined and primitive society. This
caused him some surprise as they drew close enough for him to notice that they
each wore a skillfully crafted necklace or bracelet of silver.
Although he had never seen anyone
like this before, he knew there was only one place on the continent that was
still untamed enough to produce such people.
If they had stopped only to sleep and had made no detours, it would have
taken them four or five days to travel here from the jungle. What could have drawn them out on such a
journey? He was reminded of something
from his childhood, something from such early years that it was more of an
impression than a memory--rumors or myths of a darkness from the south.
With an ease so graceful that he
scarcely registered it happening, two of the strange men climbed onto the roof
of one of the houses. The silence of
their invasion was broken as they tore into the dwelling and disappeared down
into it. A single explosion from a rifle
being fired could be heard, but not a second.
He was terrified as he looked around to see the same process being
repeated on the roofs of several other houses.
Selected in a pattern he could not discern, roughly one out of every
four of them was being broken into.
There were always two of them entering through the roof, inevitably
followed by frantic screams and sometimes by a gun shot.
He imagined the unseen events being
repeated in the doomed houses, and the resulting image gave his sense of self
preservation the strength to overpower his curiosity. Pulling his head down, he lay with his back
flat against the sloping northern face of the roof. There was nothing left but to hope that his
house would not be selected. It was out
of his hands now, he told himself as he tried not to notice that the horrific
sounds around him were growing increasingly louder.
A thunderous crash sent a spasm
through his body. That was much closer
than the others. Were they on his
roof? With three panicked snaps of his
head he checked to his right, straight ahead, and to the left. There.
They were on his neighbor’s house.
He only saw them for an instant before they slipped into the building, but
he kept his gaze fixed on the torn roof, fearful that any movement might draw
their attention. Had they seen him? Would they come back for him? No, if he had been seen and they had wanted
to kill him, they would not have delayed and given him a chance to escape.
Slowly he turned his head toward his
feet to look at the houses to the north.
A seed of hope began feebly taking root as he saw that the black tide
had already swept by him. Perhaps he
would be left alone. Strengthened by
this faint possibility of escape, he was now able to watch them with a more
objective eye and began marveling at their efficiency. They ran at an unwavering pace, none moving
slower or faster than any other, navigating their way around houses, abandoned
wagons, and other obstacles without losing speed. They gave no indication that their purpose
was anything other than to run through the village disturbing as little as
possible until, without any warning, two of them would suddenly pounce upon one
of the houses. Moments later they would
exit through the door, carrying nothing but the staves they had brought in with
them, and rejoin the ranks of their comrades without the slightest disturbance.
Once they had cleared the town he
found the courage to sit up. He did not
dare any further movement until he judged they were at least a half mile
away. Then he stood and surveyed the
world below him. None of the strange
invaders were left, and neither had any of his fellow townsmen ventured forth
into the streets. Convinced of his
safety he climbed down to the ground, not sure what he would do once he got
there. Then he saw his stable and it was
decided. He ran to fetch his horse and
was soon headed north at the fastest gallop he could manage. He had to warn whoever was in their path.
#
“Mamma, how much longer?”
“Not for a few more hours. Everyone’s still out working in the fields.”
“Can I go and help?”
“No, you’ll get your dress all dirty. Why don’t you stay here and help me?”
Kathryn folded her arms and frowned, forgetting that
her mother had warned her to wait before putting on her new dress for this very
reason. For the last month she had
watched eagerly as her mother had sown it, and once the day of the harvest
festival had finally arrived, she was so excited that she had insisted on
putting it on first thing out of bed.
“Come on, there are a lot of potatoes here and it
would be a big help if you could peel some for me.”
“OK,” answered Kathryn in a tone that made it
clear that her approval was in word only.
Her mother handed Kathryn a small knife and
watched as she began peeling. Satisfied
that her daughter remembered how to proceed without cutting herself, she went
about preparing the rest of the feast for that evening. The familiar work distracted Kathryn from her
discontentedness for a while, but as soon as her mother left the room to fetch
something from the cellar, she saw her chance to go outside and seized it.
Not until she had traveled some distance from the
house did she cease walking carefully on the tips of her toes and break out
into a run. The sun shone brightly in
the cloudless sky, but the air was cool, making it a pleasant day for
running. A few weeks ago she would have
amused herself by running through tall stalks of wheat, repeatedly losing and
finding herself again. Now most of the
fields had been harvested and she was amazed at how far she could see. The gentle hills seemed to roll on endlessly,
interrupted only infrequently by black specks that she realized must be farm
houses like her own. At last she found
the unharvested fields where her brothers and father were working.
“Papa, papa!” she called out, “I’ve come here to
help you.”
Setting down his scythe and turning around, he
looked suspiciously at his daughter and asked, “Does your mother know you’ve
come out here in your new dress?”
“Of course.
She told me to help you.”
Her father forced his mouth into a frown but
could not suppress the smile in his eyes.
“Now Kathryn, you wouldn’t lie to me would you? You know lying isn’t nice.”
“I’m sorry papa,” she said hanging her head. “I just wanted to come out here and help
you.”
“Well now that you’re here, you might as well
help collect the wheat that’s been cut.”
“Thank you papa!”
She turned and began gathering up the stalks that
lay in a long row behind where her father had been working. After piling as many into her arms as she
could manage, she carried them off to a cart that was already half filled with
grain. Stretching up onto the tips of
her toes, she let her load fall and then ran back to gather the next
armful. So she continued until all had
been cut and collected.
“Come on, let’s go,” said her father, taking her
hand and leading her to the cart. As he
picked her up to set her on the seat, he took a good look at her and shaking
his head said, “Mamma’s not going to be too pleased when she sees your dress.”
She tried in vain to brush off the dirt and sweat
as her father climbed up next to her and snapped the reigns. As they rode homeward she gazed intently at
the hills rolling by, too absorbed in their beauty to notice her father’s
frequent glances toward her. He was
worried by how thin she had grown over the past year. A late cold snap had killed off much of the previous
year’s crops, and although he had cut back on his own consumption as much as
possible, he knew there were still many nights when she had gone to bed
hungry. They had survived that year,
though, and the coming one promised to be much better.
“Run off quickly and change into your old dress,”
Kathryn’s father said as they reached the farmhouse.
“But I want to wear this one!”
“We’ll both be in trouble if you don’t
change. Run along now!”
“OK,” she answered as she jumped down from the
cart.
“Hurry now, it won’t be long until everyone
arrives!”
Kathryn ran around to the back door so as to
avoid being seen by her mother.
Carefully she sneaked over to the bedroom she shared with her brothers
and found the chest where all her possessions were kept. Pushing aside her handmade doll, she found
her dress from the previous year and pulled it out. Such was her haste in putting it on that she
did not realize how short it had become on her.
Tossing her new, soiled dress onto the ground she ran out to find her
mother to help with the final preparations.
“Why aren’t you wearing your new dress?”
“I like this one better.”
“You didn’t go out into the fields and get it
dirty, did you?”
“No mamma.”
“Now Kathryn...”
“I just wanted to help papa. He said it was OK.”
“Come on, there’s no time to deal with this
now. Help me hang these lanterns.”
Kathryn’s mother handed her one of the lanterns
and then lifted her up so she could hang it on the hook that had been set into
the outside of the barn wall. As she was
hanging the second one, Kathryn marveled at the fresh, new candle in it. Every year she promised herself that she
would not go to sleep until they had burned down completely. She did not want to miss out on any of the
excitement of the greatest night of the year, but every year she failed to stay
awake for any more than an hour after dinner.
This year she vowed not to fade so early.
While Kathryn and her mother hung the lanterns,
the men carried out several long boards and placed them across stacked bales of
hay to serve as tables. They had just
started setting out the food when the first of the visitors arrived. Of most interest to Kathryn were the three
younger children: a boy two years older
than her, a girl a year younger than her, and another girl three years
younger. Kathryn’s own brothers were all
too old and too busy with farm work to be of much use as playmates. This was the one time of year when she had
willing companions that were not made of cloth and stuffed with straw, so she
lost no time in leading them out into the fields where they would be unhindered
by the adults.
For hours they chased each other around--Kathryn
the captain of the Imperial army defending the farms from the three evil
bandits. Gradually the forces on both
sides were fleshed out as more families arrived until there were seven soldiers
to eight bandits. The thieves had just
complained that they were tired of being the bad ones and all had agreed to
swap sides when they heard a voice calling them in for dinner. Famished from their exercise, they all
quickly forgot their game and scurried back to the farm house.
The first stars were already beginning to appear
as they sat down to eat. Kathryn and her
friends were at a smaller table apart from the two larger ones where the adults
were seated. They paused for a second to
gaze in awe at the piles of roasted pork, boiled potatoes, grilled corn, and
fresh baked bread before eagerly shoving handfuls of food onto their
plates. The children, not losing any
time to useless conversations as their older counterparts did, quickly finished
the main course and were ready for dessert.
Unfortunately, they would have to wait for their elders to finish as
well before the sweet cakes would be brought out.
The wait did not diminish the gaiety of the
children as they soon returned to their play and forgot about the impending treats. In fact their game was even more thrilling
than before, for now they had forks and knives to fill in for the pole-axes of
the Imperial soldiers and swords of the bandits. Willfully forgetting her earlier promise to
be one of the thieves, Kathryn insisted on being captain of the elite
unit. There had been many nights when
she had fallen asleep listening to her dad tell her of the scarcely believable
exploits of these heroes of the Empire.
They were feared by all, and entire legions had been known to surrender
to a single member of their ranks just by the power of their reputation. She still possessed the naivety of youth that
would not think to question these fantastic tales; yet, even had she been old
and cynical enough to pose such questions, she would have discovered that the
truth had needed little embellishment.
Such
was the atmosphere of festivity that the children were not reprimanded for
misbehaving at the table. Indeed, their
play was only interrupted when the time at last arrived for the cakes to be
brought out. These were quickly devoured
by both young and old alike, making way for the music and dancing to
begin. By this point physical exhaustion
was beginning to overpower Kathryn’s mental exhilaration and she was having
difficulty staying awake. While dancing
with her father, her tired feet kept stumbling until he was finally forced to
pick her up in his arms. A couple
minutes later, he was carrying his sleeping daughter to her bed. Before rejoining the party, he took a long
satisfied look at her lying there contently with both heart and stomach full.
#
They
had been on patrol for two weeks and this was the first thing of any interest
that they had seen. It was still a long
ways off, but it appeared to be a solitary man on horseback galloping toward
them. If this was the best the bandits
had to offer then there was little hope of finding excitement during this
sojourn through the south. Reu felt that
perhaps the Republic had been so peaceful for so long that the council was
overreacting to the rumors of unrest amongst the people. Having never had to deal with any problems
that required military force to resolve, they were now paranoid of allowing any
to develop.
“Well
sir,” Reu’s second in command said as he rode up alongside him, “What do you
want to do?”
“This
little expedition of ours has left me far too bored to wait around any longer
than I have to. Let’s ride out and meet
him.”
“Yes
sir!” Then calling out to the rest of
the patrol he cried, “Come on boys, let’s move out!”
The
twenty soldiers rode out behind Reu, and within a few minutes the two parties
had reached each other--the proud patrol of the Republic’s finest facing a
haggard man mounted upon a horse that had clearly been ridden harder and
farther than ever it had been meant to be.
Despite his obvious fatigue, the rider fidgeted with an anxious energy
that betrayed a longing to share some great news that had been festering too
long within him.
“You
have to stop them!” he managed to get out as he gasped for breath.
“Calm
down,” Reu answered, trying to keep his voice level, “You’re safe now. Who is it that needs to be stopped?”
“They
came from the jungle--the strangest men I’ve ever seen. Primitive savages. Must have been a hundred of them at
least. Ran right into our town and
started attacking us.”
“Wait
a second. Now where is your town? Do they need medical help?”
“I
don’t know. I was so panicked that I
didn’t stay around long enough to see what they’d done. Probably killed them. Some people they didn’t touch at all. They’re all right. The others, I don’t know--probably beyond our
help. I didn’t stay. I wanted to warn them as quickly as I could.”
“Warn
who?”
“They’re
coming this way. I’ve got to warn any
other towns along this path to evacuate before they get here.”
“Where
are they now?”
“Behind
me. I’ve been riding solid for nearly a
day, so maybe half a day behind. They’re
on foot, but they’re moving fast and I doubt they’ve stopped to rest. There’s something unnatural about them.”
“Here,”
said Reu handing him his flask, “You need something to drink, and it looks like
your horse needs to rest. I’ll have a
couple of my men escort you to the nearest fort. The rest of us will go take a look at the
savages for ourselves and see what we can do.”
“Thanks,”
he said after emptying the flask, “but I can’t stop. You go ahead and find the savages. Just head due south and you’ll see them. I’ve got to keep riding to the next
town. Oh, and be careful. Like I said, there’s something that just isn’t
natural about them.”
He
tossed the flask back to Reu and gave his horse a sharp kick, causing it to
shoot off at a full gallop.
Reu
turned to his second in command and said, “Ride after him and make sure he’s
OK. That horse is going to throw him and
leave him to die if he keeps pushing it like that. The rest of us will go and take a look at
these visitors that have gotten him so excited.”
“Do
you think there’s actually anyone out there?
I’d wager that one’s just had too much to drink, or maybe had some sharp
blow to the head.”
“I
don’t know, but whatever it is, it certainly can’t be any less interesting than
what we’ve seen so far.”
#
Kathryn
awoke and looked down at the too-small dress she was wearing, struggling for a
moment to recall what had happened the previous night. Then she remembered the other children, the
food, the games, and the dancing and was filled once more with the excitement
she had felt then. Without bothering to
change her clothes, she ran outside to find the rest of her family. She was sure that a day such as this could
bring nothing but magic.
The
sun shone as brightly as it had the day before, and the air was even warmer,
making it feel more like spring than autumn.
Since the last harvest she had been aware of a certain, ever-present
sadness about her parents, even when they were smiling. Prior to that year she had always trusted
that they would be able to take care of any problem, and the idea of worrying
about the future had never occurred to her; but during those past months her
faith in their omnipotence had begun to waiver.
Last night, however, there was no trace of that darkness. They were genuinely happy again and Kathryn
knew that whatever had been troubling them was gone for good.
She
ran toward the barn as she remembered that the day after the party was always
spent there taking inventory of the harvest.
The warm air flowed easily through her lungs, fueling her with an
inexhaustible well of energy. Her legs
continued pumping ever faster as if her body had no weight to offer any
resistance. The speed and ease with
which her motion was achieved exhilarated her, driving her on to run even
faster still.
Too
soon she reached the barn. There she
found her father and brothers packing away the products of the previous year’s
labor and recording how much of each of the various crops had been
gathered. Kathryn was glad to see in
them as they went about their work the same giddy excitement that she felt. It was not just her. This day really was full of magic.
“Papa!”
“Hey
there! Come here to help us out again?”
“Yes
papa.” She looked around the barn and
then added, “There’s a lot more than last year, isn’t there?”
“Yes
Kathryn. This year we’ll be able to eat
as much as we want and never be hungry.
Now come on, I need you to help me carry some things.”
He
watched with pride and amusement as his daughter carried small loads back and
forth with as much excitement as if she were playing with the other children
again. Even his sons, who were now young
men always eager to prove their maturity, were infected with a joy that made it
seem as if they were playing a game rather than working. Their labor was effortless, and despite the
much larger harvest than in past years, they were well over half way done when
it came time to break for lunch.
As
they left the barn, they saw a convoy of horse-drawn wagons coming toward
them. It was led by four men on
horseback wearing cloaks of deep green.
The earlier promises of wonder and excitement that this day had made to
Kathryn had now been fulfilled. These
were Imperial soldiers.
“Papa
look!” she said pointing toward the convoy and starting to run in their
direction.
Her
father reached down and gently held her back by her shoulder. “Yes, I see them. They’re here to collect some of our extra
food so that they can share it with people who weren’t as fortunate as us. Come on, let’s go greet them.”
He
took Kathryn’s hand and, with his sons following behind, went out to meet the
soldiers. Kathryn kept her wide eyes
fixed on those marvelous men as they walked toward them. Everything about them indicated that they
belonged to a different world than hers--one of a regal elegance that knew only
joy. Their horses were not unkempt
beasts meant for menial labor, but proud, powerful creatures with sleek coats
and neatly trimmed manes. Their cloaks
were not rags that had been pieced together and mended repeatedly to extend
their lives, but garments of such rich color that they appeared to have been
freshly woven that very morning. Their
bearing was not that of people hoping merely to survive whatever challenges
life might bring them and live another day, but of people who would grab life
with both hands and mold it to conform to their will. As she was taking this all in, one of them
happened to turn so that she was able to catch a glimpse of the pole-axe
strapped to his back, almost causing her to squeal out loud in her
ecstasy. A staff nearly as tall as a man
with a long curved blade at one end, the pole-axe was the preferred weapon of
the Imperial army.
“Welcome,”
said Kathryn’s father, “what can I do for you?”
“Greetings. We’ve come to collect for the Empire.”
Kathryn
turned her head toward the soldier who had spoken and her eyes stuck on the
wondrous man, unable to turn away. She
had never seen anyone with red hair before, and his was so bright that it
seemed almost to shine of its own power.
“Of
course,” answered Kathryn’s father. “Let
me show you to our barns.”
At
first Kathryn was too much in awe to feel any sorrow as she watched the
soldiers undoing her family’s work of that morning. The great efficiency with which they loaded
their wagons with the recently harvested crops amazed and fascinated her. It was not until they started filling the
second wagon that any apprehension began to creep in.
Her
father seemed to share her unease, and as the red-headed soldier walked by he
noted in a tone that gave only the slightest betrayal of his misgivings, “You
seem to be taking a lot more than last year.”
“Yes,
well unfortunately many parts of the Empire have suffered from a severe
shortage of rain. That’s forcing us to
take a much larger percentage from those farmers like you who were fortunate
enough to miss the drought,” replied the soldier, turning sharply back to his work
as he finished speaking.
“Papa,”
whispered Kathryn as she stepped closer to him, “are they going to take
everything?”
“No
Kathryn. They’ll leave plenty for all of
us to eat. They just need to make sure
that other families have enough food to survive.”
“How
do you know?”
“It’s
the Empire’s job to make sure everyone has enough to eat. The people who are in charge of it are very
wise and have been doing their jobs for a long time. We just have to trust them.”
#
Long
before Abar unified the continent under his Empire, there was a sword smith
named Haftus who perfected her craft to a level far beyond that of any of her
predecessors. Her blades were the lightest,
sturdiest, and most well-balanced ever to be drawn from a forge. This, however, was not where her true
greatness lay. She was not the only one
who knew the secret techniques for decreasing the weight of a sword without
sacrificing its strength, even if she did employ them with an unequaled
mastery. Such swords had the ability to
greatly improve the abilities of a poor swordsman, but for a true master they
added little to his skills. The dream of
Haftus was to make weapons that were worthy of the greatest warriors.
For
ten years she worked, developing entirely new methods of smithing. The result was the seven most powerful swords
ever made. She had not merely made tools
that were easier to manipulate as she and many others had done before, but
weapons with a living strength, almost as if they had wills of their own. They possessed a power beyond even that for
which Haftus had hoped. Upon wielding
her creations her concern was no longer whether these blades were worthy of the
greatest swordsmen, but whether any swordsman alive was worthy of her blades. Such was the strength they contained, that
they threatened to consume anyone who tried to use them without possessing the
absolute mastery necessary for their control.
To
confine this awful power, she made seven sheaths capable of turning the wills
of the swords dormant whenever they encased them. As a further safeguard she imbued the swords
with an ever-present longing to return to their sheaths. Thus, without sufficient skill it would be
impossible even to draw the blades.
For
many years the swords lay unused because none were found who could unsheathe
them. Haftus took pride in the fact that
she had created instruments of greater power than any that had been wrought
before, and yet she longed to see someone extract the full potential from her
creations. One day a terrible evil came
to the continent and brought great devastation amongst the people. Many men tried to face this foe, and all of
them failed until seven warriors unmatched by any others arose. To them the seven swords of Haftus were
given.
#
He
had been so shocked by the loss of his father that he had not noticed the light
leaving the forest. Now that night had
fully set in, he understood the desperate nature of his situation--he was a boy
of eight in a forest where it was too dark for him to see, and who would have
had no idea of how to find his way home even if he could.
He
and his father had set out from home that morning to hunt deer. Although he was not permitted to handle a bow
himself and they had still not seen any deer by mid-afternoon, he had been
enjoying himself as he always did on these expeditions. They had been preparing to turn back when he
saw a large shape moving through the brush and pointed it out to his
father. Quietly they crept to where it
had disappeared and there they spied a deer drinking from a river no more than
thirty yards away. It was a buck of such
size that neither would have imagined such a creature could exist outside the
forests of ancient legends.
Cautiously,
his father extended an open hand to him.
Recognizing this silent signal, he drew an arrow from the quiver he was
holding and placed it in the outstretched palm.
His father notched the arrow, pulled back the string, and took aim, all
as smoothly as possible so as not to startle the deer. As the arrow was released, they both watched
first with expectancy and then disappointment as it lodged itself in the buck’s
haunches. The great beast snapped its
head around so that it was staring directly at them, somehow knowing that they
had been responsible for its pain. For a
timeless span they stared back, held by that intense gaze. Not until the first hint of a charge was the
spell broken, allowing them to run off in different directions. They could not match the speed of the mighty
buck, and the boy spun around just in time to see it knock his father to the
ground and savagely trample him before bolting off into the woods. He ran over to him, but he was already
gone. The rest of his daylight hours had
been spent wandering in aimless grief.
Now
his sorrow was turning into panic as he began to think less about the loss of
his father’s life and more about the possible loss of his own. Faster he ran through the unseen mess of
roots, shrubs, and fallen branches that grabbed at his feet, desperate to catch
a glimpse of something familiar. First
in one direction and then in another, each starting out with such promise but
each only leading to greater despair. So
he continued darting randomly to and fro until his legs collapsed beneath
him. Sitting with his knees pulled
tightly into his chest, he now noticed that his pant legs had become torn and
his arms and legs covered with freshly bleeding scrapes from his rampage
through the dense growth of the forest.
He did not know where he was. He
began to cry.
For
over an hour he sat there sobbing, oblivious to all but the hopelessness of his
situation. It was not until he was too
tired even to cry that he heard the rustling of branches and began to look
around. The sight of three pairs of
shining eyes peering unwaveringly at him caused him to freeze. This paralysis was only fleeting, though, as
a fresh surge of energy soon propelled him away from the ominous
onlookers. As he sprinted blindly ahead
he did not dare look back, but even so he could tell by the noises growing ever
louder behind him that not only had they taken up the pursuit, but that they
were gaining as well.
The
sudden burst of brightness as he entered the clearing startled him, the full
moon shining all the more brilliantly when compared to the depth of the
darkness he had left behind. The light
gave him both the courage to turn his head and the ability at last to identify
what was chasing him. What he saw were
three wolves emerging from the trees at a full sprint. Turning back to resume his flight, he ran
into the legs of a man who had suddenly appeared in front of him. The stranger did not stagger in the least,
but simply looked down at him calmly and with a trace of a smile. His posture was completely relaxed, as if he
had been watching four children playing tag rather than a young child
frantically fleeing from ravenous predators.
The boy wasted only an instant looking up at him before remembering his
pursuers and turning to see the nearest of the wolves lunging at him.
In
one fluid motion the man drew his sword, made three swift strokes, and sheathed
it again. Suddenly the boy found himself
standing there with the three wolves lying slain before him and the man smiling
down at him as if what he had just done had required so little effort that it
was already forgotten.
“Hello,”
said the man, “my name’s Asahel. It
looks like you could use some help.”
“I...I’m
lost.”
“Well,
where are you from? Maybe I can help you
find your way home.”
“Eras.”
“Ah
yes, I’ve heard of that city and it’s not far away. But its gate must be shut for the night. Why don’t you sleep at my place tonight and
I’ll take you there in the morning?”
The
boy nodded his consent, hesitantly because he felt that he was forgetting
something in the extraordinariness of the situation. Then it came to him and he burst out, “But
you must be careful walking around at night.
There might be soldiers from Orim out here!”
“And
what does a little boy like you know about soldiers?” asked Asahel with a short
laugh.
“I
know that soldiers from Orim are very mean and very dangerous. They want to destroy our city, but they can’t
because our wall is too strong for them, so they wander through the countryside
attacking anyone they find from Eras.”
“Then
what were you doing out here all by yourself?”
“I
wasn’t by myself. I was hunting with my
dad. He’s strong. He can protect us from anyone. But he had...he had an accident...”
Seeing
the painful memories about to choke out the young boy’s words, Asahel cut him
off, saying, “I’m sure your dad was a mighty warrior. But don’t you think that I can protect you
too?”
The
boy looked at the sword at his side and remembered. “Yes,” he answered.
Asahel held out his
hand for him to take hold of and began leading him back through the
forest. The darkness had somehow changed
its character, now making the woods seem peaceful and restful. The sounds of the occasional bird or animal
moving through the trees no longer brought any terror, but a reassurance that
they were not alone. His father would
not come back, but with Asahel holding his hand, he knew that somehow
everything would be all right.
As
they at last reached the edge of the forest, Asahel pointed to a city that was
not far off and asked, “Do you know what city that is?”
The
boy looked and saw that it had a sturdy wall just like his home, but he
recognized that it was not Eras, so he shook his head and whispered, “No.”
“That’s
my city. Come on.”
Even
in the darkness the two guards stationed on the wall above the gate must have
been able to recognize Asahel, for the heavy wooden doors had already been
opened by the time they reached them.
Upon entering, Asahel led him to a large house that stood in the center
of the city.
“Is
this yours?” the boy asked, impressed that the house of his host was the
largest one in sight.
“Yes. Do you like it?”
“It’s
just as big as the house where our chief lives.”
“Well,
it is a bit much for just me, but we chiefs often have important guests, so
it’s essential to have a house large enough and fancy enough to give them a fitting
place to stay. You must be very
tired. Let’s go in.”
Asahel
took him to a room that was nearly as big as his entire house back in Eras.
“This
is where you’ll sleep,” he said as he picked him up and placed him in the large
bed standing in the center of the room.
The
boy lay there and watched as Asahel walked out.
As soon as he was alone he fell asleep.
It was not until noon of the next day that he awoke again. Asahel brought him a large breakfast, which
he devoured quickly, and afterwards they set out toward Eras.
“Do
you have any family left to return to?” asked Asahel after they had been
walking for some time.
“Yes. I have my mother, two sisters and a brother.”
“And
how old are your sisters and brother?”
“My
brother is just a baby, and my sisters are two and five.”
Asahel
thought for a moment and said, “Without your father, your mother will need help
finding food for your family. Since
you’re the oldest, that’ll be your job.”
“But
I can’t. I’m too young to hunt or work.”
“Whenever
you feel like you need help, just return to this hill. I’ll take care of everything for you.”
“But
how will I find my way back here.”
“Look
just over there.”
The
boy had not been paying attention to what was around them as they had been
walking, and was surprised to see his home city standing there not more than a
hundred yards away.
“Now
run along and return to your family. And
remember that whenever you need help, you can find me here.”
“Thank
you,” he answered. “But can’t you come
with me. You should meet my mom.”
“No,
it would be better if I didn’t. But you
go--they must be very worried about you.
You’ll see me again soon.”
The
boy did as he was told and took off toward the city’s gate. The familiar scene that greeted him as he
passed through it caused the tragedy of his loss to suddenly strike him with a
force that he had not felt until that moment.
Everything had been so surreal--the unseen terrors of the forest, the
mythic hero who had rescued him, the opulent chambers where he had spent the
night--that it had been almost unbelievable.
Now that he was back in the streets along which he had walked so many
times with his father, the thought that he would never see him there again
finally became concrete. His despair,
which had been all but forgotten while he had been with Asahel, welled up with
a reinvigorated strength, and so it was that he was sobbing violently when at
last he reached his house and was reunited with his family.
Although
it was quite clear that some tragedy had befallen him, it took some time before
his mother was able to coax out the details in any coherent form. She tried to retain her composure for the
sake of her children, but the twin griefs of having lost both the love of her life
and the provider for her family were too much.
Feeling as helpless as the children for whom she was now the sole
caretaker, she began to cry, and the family mourned together until well after
the sun had set. It was all they had the
power to do. Then, after they had
exhausted themselves and sat staring silently at one another, the boy
remembered the promise that had been made to him.
“Don’t
worry mother,” he whispered, “I’ll take care of us all.”
The
next morning he left his house as soon as it was light enough to see and the
city gates were opened. He ran to the
hill where he and Asahel had parted and was surprised to see the man already
standing there waiting for him.
“You
came!” exclaimed the boy.
“I
figured you’d probably come here this morning.
Here, maybe this will help.”
He
took a small pouch from his belt and handed it to the boy, who opened it to
find two gold coins. Dumping them into
his hand, he looked them over in wonder.
These would be enough to feed his family for at least a week.
It
took him a few moments to recover from his surprise and remember his manners
enough to say, “Thank you!”
“You’re
welcome. And remember, whenever you need
anything, don’t hesitate to meet me here.
You’ll soon be a man strong enough to take care of your family yourself,
but until then, I’ll always be here for you.”
So
for the next two months they continued in that way--about once a week the boy
would return to the hill and find Asahel waiting for him with two gold
coins. He would take the money back to
his mother who was then able to buy food for them to live off of. When she asked him from where the money came,
he simply told her that it had been given to him by a friend and that he would
take care of them as long as they needed it.
She did not press any further for fear that this miraculous gift might
vanish if questioned too closely.
One
day as the boy came to Asahel, the man asked him, “Would you be willing to do a
favor for me?”
“Of
course. I’ll do anything you want.”
Asahel
removed his sheath from his belt and then drew the sword from it. He handed the sheath to the boy and said,
“Tonight, when it is dark and everyone has gone to sleep, lay this on the
ground directly behind the gate of your city with the opening facing the doors. Do you think you can do that?”
“Yes...but
why?”
“That’s
a secret, so I can’t tell you. And you
mustn’t tell anyone else about this either.
You’ll just have to believe me when I tell you that it’s very important. Do you trust me?”
“Of
course,” replied the boy, “You can count on me.”
All
the way home the boy tried to guess at the purpose of his task. He could come up with no believable theories,
but that only heightened his anticipation over what fantastic spectacle
awaited. How could anything but the
truly wondrous come from a man like Asahel? When he returned to his house, he hid the
sheath inside an empty barrel around the back and then went about the rest of
his day as normal until his mother called him in for bed. There he lay with his eyes closed, but was
careful not to actually fall asleep.
After his mother had also gone to bed he silently crept out of the house
and retrieved the sheath. Making his way
to the gate unseen was easy since there was never anyone out at that hour. The only other people awake in the town were
the two watchmen posted above the gate, but their attention was focused
intently outward. After he had completed
his mission, the boy returned home and sneaked back into his bed,
congratulating himself on having carried it out without being detected.
Outside
the city at the edge of the woods, Asahel sat clutching the hilt of his sword
with both hands. The physical strain he
was under was evident to all those who were waiting with him amongst the trees. They knew that he needed to focus all his
attention on this single task and waited patiently without disturbing him.
At
last his eyes flashed open and he said quietly, “It’s time.”
He
released the sword and fell backward, at last relieved of his burden. The blade flew toward the gate, anxious to
return to its home as quickly as it could.
For hours it had fought against its master’s will in a vain attempt to
find its sheath. With each passing
minute it had increased its effort so that when it was at last released, it
would not let anything stop it from finding its destination--not even a sturdy
wooden gate.
Within
seconds of the gate shattering, the army of Orim poured through the gap. By the time the weary Asahel had entered and
collected his sword, now sitting contently in its sheath, flames were already
leaping vigorously from the houses. In
the span of the next quarter hour, the war between Orim and Eras was ended.
#
It
was the first time in her life that Kathryn had not believed her father. He had said that they needed to trust the
soldiers. He had said that they needed
to consider the best interests of everyone.
He had said that somehow they would survive, even if the soldiers’
pillaging had been more detrimental to this year’s harvest than the weather had
been to the last. Despite his words,
Kathryn could see the pain in his face as he had spoken to her. If he would not do anything about it, then
she would.
As
the soldiers had been loading the second wagon, Kathryn had sneaked onto the
first and hidden herself beneath the canvas that had been stretched over the
goods to protect them from the elements.
She was determined to stay with the crops until she had seen for herself
where they were going. For several hours
already they had been riding, and Kathryn had no idea where they were, but thus
far she had yet to consider the problem of finding her way home. When they finally stopped, the soldiers
dismounted and she could hear them approaching her wagon. Her entire body tensed up in anticipation of
needing to act quickly.
“I’m
hungry. Let’s stop and eat something
before we pillage the next one.”
“Did
we get anything good at that last place?”
“It
was mostly wheat, but there was some corn and other vegetables we could roast
up. Start a fire.”
Kathryn
prepared to run as soon as they lifted the canvas off her cart, but they never
did. Looking at the bales of wheat
surrounding her, the words that she had been too scared to really listen to
finally made sense--they must have gone to the other cart. Her anxiety melted away further at the sound
of retreating footsteps followed by the crackling of a fire.
“Here
you go. Throw those on there.”
“So
how much do you suppose we’ll be able to take from these folks?”
“Don’t
know. It looks like it’s been a good
year all around, so there’s no reason we shouldn’t be able to get at least as
much from these as from the last.”
“And
look at how low these quotas are from the Empire. We’ll be able to keep almost half of this for
ourselves.”
“Well
it’s a year of plenty my friends.
Someone has to reap the surplus.”
They
stopped speaking and began to eat.
Kathryn’s fear had been drowned out by a growing rage that she was now
struggling to keep from erupting and giving away her position. She had always dreamed of visiting the
capital, but the only glimpse she had ever gotten was of the soldiers who came
from there each year after the harvest.
From their appearance she had imagined the capital must be a truly
magical city of unblemished beauty and goodness. That they should trust the edicts coming from
such a place seemed only natural. Now
she saw that she and the rest of her family had been deceived. Their fancy clothing and well-groomed horses
were only a means of covering up the corruption that marked their true nature.
It
was only a brief respite, and the cart was soon moving again, but this time it
was a much shorter journey before it again came to rest. They must have arrived at their next
victims. Kathryn debated within herself
what she should do, but as soon as she heard the lies of the soldiers being
spoken once more, her desire for justice took over.
“Don’t
listen to them!” she shouted as she scrambled out of the cart. “They’re stealing extra food and keeping it
for themselves!”
She
saw the four soldiers along with three farmers staring back at her speechless. The red-headed one was the first to recover.
“What
are you doing here?” he started in a friendly tone without a trace of
malice. “Were you trying to sneak off
with us to see the capital? Don’t you
know that your parents will be worried about you?”
“But
I heard you. You’re taking more than
you’re supposed to. You already robbed
our farm. Now give it back!”
“Now
where did you hear such things? Maybe
you happened to overhear someone saying that we’re taking more than we’d like
to, but I can assure you that we wouldn’t do it if it weren’t absolutely
necessary. You see there have been bad
droughts in many places and the people living in those regions need you to
share some of your food with them. You
want to help other people, don’t you?”
“That’s
not what you said before...” Kathryn
started again before being interrupted by one of the farmers reaching down and
grabbing her shoulder.
The
farmer, whom she recognized from the previous night’s celebration, spoke to her
gently, saying, “Come on Kathryn, you need to calm down. These men are just doing their job. You must have misheard them. Go on inside and we’ll find someone to take you
home.” He then turned toward the
soldiers, “Sorry about that. Go ahead
and take whatever you need.”
#
Kathryn’s
first year of study at the Imperial capital had been far more difficult than
she had anticipated, and not for the reasons she would have expected. The course work was challenging, but she
could tell that she was having an easier time with it than most of her
classmates. It was the loneliness that
gave her the most trouble. When dealing
with her peers, she always felt that they were too unsure of their own
abilities, and consequently they had become obsessed with trying to prove
themselves to everyone around them. This
in itself was not a bad thing, but they seemed to find it easier to bring
others down to their level rather than trying to lift themselves up. As one of the brighter students at the
school, Kathryn had become a favorite target, with her accent often being the
only thing they could find to criticize.
Fortunately
the school was not the only place in the capital to find people her own
age. The older students at the military
academy were also in their late teens, and she had met two young men with whom
she very much enjoyed spending time.
Despite their vastly different personalities, Jorim and Jacob had been
close friends with each other for years before Kathryn had met them. She was waiting for them now in one of the
Imperial city’s many gardens where they always met her after they were done
with their day’s training.
“Hey
there, Kathryn,” called Jorim as he and Jacob approached.
“Hey,”
replied Kathryn smiling. “How was your
day?”
“Rough. I’m gonna be sore tomorrow,” answered Jorim.
Jacob
laughed and added, “Maybe the sparring wouldn’t be so bad if you tried using
your staff to block every once in a while instead of your body.”
“Fair
enough, but that’s easier said than done for most of us. We’re not all super-humans like you.”
“What
about you, Kathryn? Another glorious day
learning the accumulated wisdom of the ages?”
“In
a sense,” she said with a note of frustration creeping into her voice. “It’s all just rote memorization. There’s no discussion, no debate, no attempt
to really understand what they’re teaching us.”
“Well,”
replied Jorim, “you have to start with something. No use trying to understand the facts before
you’ve learned them.”
“I’ve
learned plenty of facts. Name any date
in the history of the Empire and I can tell you what happened on it. What we don’t get to do is discuss any
opinions about them. We’ll learn every
minute detail about every event in Imperial history, but we never get to talk
about what they mean, whether they were right or wrong. The schools are supposed to prepare people to
serve on the council, but all they teach is how to regurgitate whatever
information they decide to feed us.”
“But
haven’t those issues already been debated?” asked Jacob. “Scholars have been studying the history of
the Empire for years. Why question their
wisdom?”
“How
are councilors supposed to lead if all they know how to do is repeat what
they’ve been told?”
Jacob
continued as Jorim stood by and listened, “Well, whether or not you think they
can, they have managed to lead, and quite effectively too. The Empire’s been around over four hundred
years, as you must have learned at some point during your thorough study of
history. What makes you think they
should change how they’re running it?”
“Because
maybe they’re wrong. We’ve always been
told to respect our elders and to obey without questioning, but how will we
ever know if there’s a better way of doing things if we never explore the
options? Or worse, maybe they know
there’s a better way and are intentionally holding us back to maintain the
status quo.”
“Why
would they do that?”
“Power,
maybe. They’re training us to accept
whatever they tell us as truth and not to think things through for
ourselves. If you think about it, they
could be doing whatever they wanted and no one would ever stop to question
them.”
Sensing
an escalation in emotion, Jorim finally interrupted his two friends, “I agree
that the government doesn’t openly encourage people to question their
decisions--and maybe they should--but it’s difficult to rule when you’re asking
people to try to find fault with you.
It’s only fair that we show some trust in them. Besides, if you take the time to think
through their policies, I’m sure you’ll find that they do have good reasons for
them, even if they don’t always publicize them.”
“But
they should actively encourage us to question them,” answered Kathryn. “The government should hold itself to a
higher standard than individuals, and they shouldn’t be afraid to have us
scrutinize them. They should want to
build up their citizens by allowing them to think--not strive to turn them into
mindless slaves.”
“I
think that’s overstating things a bit,” replied Jorim. “Maybe some of the policies of the Empire can
be a bit conservative at times, but I don’t think there’s anything malicious
about them. If people want to question
their actions, there are proper ways to do it.
You’re here, right? You’re going
to be a councilor who’s not afraid to question everything, aren’t you? So they can’t be completely suppressing free
thought.”
“I
suppose...”
Jacob
chuckled and added, “Just don’t get too carried away with the reforms, OK? Otherwise we might have to lead a military
coup and set up a nice little reactionary regime.”
Kathryn
laughed. Despite the strength of conviction
on both sides, these debates never became too combative. Jorim tried hard to see both sides of every
issue and really think through his beliefs, which she respected. Jacob, on the other hand, was stubborn
through and through, but was simply too good natured to ever be angry with.
“Don’t worry,” she
said. “I’ll do my best not to upset your
precious Empire too much.”
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